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Tuesday, January 30, 2007]
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oh well i m bak in sch T_T
been quite of awkward...
cos of my mark
i have been wearing jacket the whole day in sch this 2 daes
n i m going to wear until all my marks r gone~~!!
todae went to ikea with shuk yee and hazel to have MBS xD
(MBS = Meat Ball Session)
they have meat ball i have salmon fish ^^
then after that i bought the green snake stuff toy for $1.90
cheap hor ^^
after that we went to eeat hotdogs
then xiao jun call me say linus n him come find us lol
then i tell shuk yee
linus wan come n see her ^^
then hor after 5 min xiao jun call me say linus dun dare go find shuk yee LOL
sooo funny
after that we went home
me n shuk yee share cab home ^^
the cab go turn to jurong WTH
but the taxi uncle veri nice
he -$2 frm the total fare cos he went wrong place ^^
oh yar my home work
stack like shyt ok
then hor todae that stupid Ding Chao
go n -2 mark frm my ca cos i never bring book
then i wan negotiate
then hor i win ^^
she never - my mark =p
smart rite me ^^
Abt me... My current situation my personal life
Kay Kay you cant depend on other ppl when yr lao mao bing come bak
you got to yi kao myself and also kao God
i nid to grow stronger n overcome
during the period when i was sick
i totally lost the Holy Spirit out of my life n i m veri sad
though i lost it but i noe He is Still ard me waitin my heart to be fully open
n that day my heart fully open to Him was last saturdae 27.1.07
the day that i noe the truth abt myself n low self esteem...
i do not want to have low self esteem animore
so i responded to a.r Bernard alter call on low self esteem problem...
when i was at the alter...
i felt something that i have not felt a long long long time...
the anoiting was veri veri veri veri veri veri strong~~!!
then a.r bernard start to pray a strong forceful wind blow pass me n i almost fall by the Glory of God...
it is the first time ever no one nid to lay hands on me n i fall...after that i felt the Holy Spirit is bak on my story line again n my whole body shiever n i cried T_T
was veri touched n impacted last saturdae n this piece of memories shall dwell in my mind n life forever and ever and ever to eternerty~~!!
though now i sometime feel intimidated by others...
i keep renew my mind with a.r bernard message
and i dun wan to be the most expensive cd rack ^^
(those frm chc n went last sat service should noe wat i mean ^^ )
well... wat hit me the most was that work man ship in hebrew or greek means poema
in ephesian it means that we r God workmanship...
we r God's poem...
when i look back n retrack my past...
i realise that my poem is all abt a love... a unconditional love that NEVER change
its abt a love of how a father risk Himself n redeem His son...
i m soo glad i knew the truth
it bought me mani thanks and gratitute to God and a.r Bernard~~!!
indeed i thank God n him alot~~!!
running after you at 1:30 AM
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