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Monday, February 12, 2007]
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aniway...
i m not been veri good these few daes...
strugallling~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ihate the way it realli felt...
its soo painful
its soo depress
its soo horrible its soo scary...
been havin lots of temptation...
but dunnoe why i keep pressin on...
oh man i been in the verge of giving up
but dunnoe why there is something in me dun wan me to let go...
it just held me still... it just keep me comfort... it just understand me...
soo i continue to endure the rain and shine...
whenever i m strugallin...
i always hear the song Find Me At The Cross by ccc band...
its just a voice that keep singing the chorus Hallehlujah..
i m always veri touched veri soft veri glad when i hear this voice that singing this part of the chorus keep repeatin repeatin repeatin...
it always make my heart melt instandtly and make me veri gek xim(in hokkien)
Ahh remember me as i give to you
remember me i sacrisfy to you
remember me Holy One Ever True
a memoriable prayer i offer unto you...
to those ard me who realli realli realli cares abt me...
this is wat i wan to say...
i thank you for standing by my side walkin with me... but i noe that you guys cant realli always be there... therefore i have been keepin myself with alot of things n secrets... i nid to learn to be intependent...thank you guy...
to those ard me who treat me like a hi and bye friend....
this is what i wan to say...
well i noe who r u guys... u no nid to tell me... i have already seen enough...
though i realli appreciate it that you r my friend... i thank you alot.
Labels: this is not a suicide letter but a real life diary
running after you at 12:54 AM
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