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Sunday, February 04, 2007]
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oh well...
this week i have been going to church...
on fri i went to archery...
n i wan to quit npcc...
i juz hated that cca n i wanted to severe all ties with it...
u noe when Angeline Ang saw me...
she say me runway...
n this two words...
has attack my emotion...
n my heart break...
once the nice teacher who have help me be4 changed to another person...
to me i m indeed veri dissapointed...
after that i went to service...
so as to seek refuge under God
Pastor Ulf tok abt blessing and generation curses on fridae...
the sentence that impacted me the most was
"Who can curse whom God has bless?"
wah this sentence make me into a deep thinking...
oh well...
saturday i went to church again...
i suppose to go on guild outin also on that day but i told my friends i will be late.
i believe saturday is not a coincident its fate that bring me to that service.
n God purposely place guild outin n church for me to choose...
well to those that noe me well
i choose God first...
cos i noe He is the one and onli The truth The Light and The onli Way.
saturdae
its the BEST sermon i ever heard in my entire life...
its abt missions...
n i realli felt veri burden...
the sermon impacted me alot.
i realli place value on it..
during ministry time i stand at my sit there.
and the anoiting is exatly wat i felt when i went up to the alter...
it was then i realise this is not ordinary ministry session...
it is gonna transform life and to bring vision and fire and the mandate of evangelism.
well to me... i m not realli called to be in the mission field...
but i m the sent one too and thus some sort of rather i m a missionary doing the great commission.
when pastor ulf say he wanna lay hands on those that God have speck to them to go on mission feild... to go out to the alter...
i did not went down to the alter...
but when he startes lay hands on ppl was touched by God and i cried...
the service was super anoited that he stand infront of the choir sway his hands towards them and shouted Holy Ghost the entire choir fell by the Glory of God...
u can imagine how powerful it is...
oh well when he end...
pst Kong say he is not satisfied and he said abt the mission field in china...
and this i felt that china is a place that i muz go for missions...
i m juz have a compassion for china.
and pst Kong invited pst Ulf to pray for us and ask those who wan to receive it come to the alter now.
when he said that i dunnoe why...
sort of the holy spirit controlling my body n went to the alter...
as i said juz now when i was at my seat...
the anoiting was juz like being in the front...
and thus when i go to the front...
the anoiting was SOOOOOOOO strong that it was like Heaven on Earth
when i raise my hand n speck in tongues my hands shiver cos of the anoiting...
then pst Ulf start to pray....
when he ended he say Amen
and boom something exploded in the atmosphere...
i well i being struck by a lightning by the holy spirit n my entire body shiever n i fell by the glory of god frm my head to the grd with no one supporting me...
the miracle is i cant feel pain and impact when i fell...
and i heard a voice a still voice toking to me...
i quickly got up cos i m the onli one that fell by the Glory of God after the short prayer made by pst Ulf
and i got a 2nd touch of heaven that day.
it is veri veri strong...
the first time i felt this anoited in my entire christian life...
and now i noe roughly wat i m gonna do in future ^^
i thank the Holy Spirit...
He bring me bak to God
He light up the fire in my heart.
He spoke to me this "Those who hungershall get... it is now your responsibility to keep the fire to keep on burning and burning"
He spoke to me alot of thing...
but this is wat impt...
truely i Thank the Holy Spirit and pst Ulf for the session...
running after you at 5:28 AM
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