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Sunday, March 25, 2007]
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firstly i muz say
my posting leh is when i feel that there is something that i realli wan to share then i put der... if not i dun anihow post der...
secondly, this is for (Jasmine jie jie)
JASMINE when are you gonna accept JIAN HE LOVE??
i wanna see you 2 ahem wor =x
aniway i would say that these few daes of my life have been rather confusing and blurand have been rather emo lor...
i could always listening to His voice talking to me those words that i straight away talking to my inner being ...
you see He will onli speck to you when time are inconvenient and bad...
let me go back to the history of my life...
when i was pri 4
my grandfather past away...
it have impacted me alot...
i feel that i have caused his death...
this guilt i have in my life i hide it within me... and slowly forget and i todae been brought back to history and i got a clear pic... you see last time to go my hse there is a big hill and a small hill... got once i throw my temple...
i climb the big hill... my grandfather follow me...
after a few weeks...
he started to have breathing problem and admitted to hospital and after awhile he past away
from that day i keep having this guilt that i have caused his death...
if onli i have climb the small hill... he will still be with me now...
omg i m gettin emo...
these are wang shi already haiz...
core part :
he is finding away to break free from this bondage
he is finding away to be free from these things
he is finding away to heal his mental life
he is finding away to not be emo
he is finding away to get rid of those stabbes in his heart that the people he loves dearly does on him
he is finding away to stop being soo gothic
he is finding away to be happy with life
he is finding away to be like a normal youth
he is finding away to be loving
he is finding away on how to trust people again
he is finding away to be whole again
he is finding away to be a person who is full of hope...
thats all guys that all i gotto say...
running after you at 6:49 AM
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