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Sunday, March 11, 2007]
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Today I went to church.
Its a great sermon by Sy Rogers.
He is super funny. HAHA
He have realli give me a new revelation and have really impacted me.
At the end of the service, he ask those who got needs to come down to the alter.
And Indeed I went down to the alter wuth a heavy heart and a afraid heart.
You see, this few weeks i have been experience hell. i been trying to socialize more just like Chris ask me to.
I began trying out by the game that i play call "Maple Story". Every saturday, i try to make it a point to go there and socialize with people and also to open up. I also trying to love people more and trying to make good use of my time. But the things you want to do always come with some obstacle. I first got attacked by my marks and have been scolded for nothing and i felt soo unfair. Next, I begin to get attacked by the "d_ _ _ l" been critised accuse and demeen.
Whatever it is I got attacked very badly this week.My walk with God somehow juz slide back by abit.
Today pastor eileen lay hands on me. One things that i must say she is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo spiritual to the extend that she knows what is my needs in my life and say every single thing accurately without me tellin her.
After that i fall. And I heard a voice from heaven. " Don't be afraid. I am always here by your side. I am sorry." i heard alot of things too but the core is in this sentence. I felt a coverage over my body as i lie down on the ground.
In my eyes i just see PURE white light and I felt that I am on the hands of God.
After that i return to my seat. It was a short distance back but one seems to take eternal to walk bak to my seats.
It was a long and emo walk. I am there on the edge of ccrying out loud already but i TOLERATE. Back at my seat, a few tears drop from my eyes and ai kneel down throughtout the whole session.
After service, I give some of my cell grp members a hug that i put in with love. I was soo touched todae that i needed badly a hug from my friends or close ones. After that I speck to my leader and I cannot take it already and i broke down for approximately half an hour. Truely i say that MY GOD is a God that is full of surprised to cheer my up and to lift me up and to minster to me.
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