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Monday, April 30, 2007]
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firstly...
to apologize for not updating it ><
was too lazy at home lol
aniway this post i gonna write is by the prompting of God...
you see sat nite
i was going to prepare to sleep and gonna wake up early on sun morning to go to church ^^...
but right...
i do not know why i just couldnt slp... from sun 12am i struggal to 12.30 still can sleep...
until abt 12.50... i still cant sleep...
and i cant feel peace and the tangible pressence in my room...
my han mao all standing...
then i feel feAR all over me...
it was then i realise something was wrong...
then i started to worship God and try to break through...
but i just cant... i keep strugalling and keep kana attack...
it was a 1 v 1 match between me and the devil...
i dunnoe abt u guys but to me God , devil , spirit all this i believe they exist they are all so real to me...
i have experience soo mani things in my life which are re: these issues...
abt half an hour lata... i got a advice to use ps 91... soo i did...
all i do was play the song You Are My Hiding Place and i keep praying and speck the word like the machine gun...
in ps 91 got onepart is He shall cover you with His featherss and under His wing you shall seek refuge...
i dunnoe why i started believing it...
one hour lata i feel my room is just like heaven on earth.
the joy of the lord suddenly came upone me... i was in such a joy that i keep jumping and whirling ard... it was such a nice and pleasurable moment...
through this 1 v 1 match... i learn abt alot of things...
it took me 1 and a half hour of praying worshiping and specking the word to break through. it was a good experience though when you pull down heaven into yr room!
this is all i gotto say ^^
running after you at 6:48 AM
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